I haven't blogged for so long and so many have changed since my last post. I've gone through a series of mood swings since the new year. I was happy at the start of the year as I always am because I like to believe that new year means new hope then I got depressed and started to detach myself from the rest of the world. Luckily, I stumbled upon an old issue of Candy that gave me an idea on how to get through my depression stage without the need of a professional help. I really was that down in the dumps. Thanks to Candy (sorry if I sound like an endorser - it's just so true) I got the idea of burning a cd I like to call "My Happy Songs" - songs that lifts up my mood when I hear it, songs to inspire me, songs to give me strength...Destiny's Child's "Survivor" is definitely on that list.
Anyhow I didn't stop there. I went to the extent of discovering what was causing my depression and when I finally realized what it was, I fixed it. Now I'm happier and I moved on. I even got myself a new job in PR! So far, I like my superiors especially Ms. Carol. She's nice, so cheerful and approachable. I am yet to discover everything there is to know about her but so far, I like working with her. When I told my friends about it, their first reaction was "Na-naman?!" See, I haven't been able to hold on to a job for more than four months - but it's not because I'm too choosy. I honestly don't like to keep doing this. I want to be a regular employee just like everyone else but I don't want to settle so soon. My Dad told me that it's fine to jump ships at this point of time. He said it's the only way I'm going to find that job - that job that will give me the fulfillment I'm looking for. As for jumping ships, he assured me that it's okay to do so. It's the only way people get to where they want to be, plus I'm still young and on the learning process.
Well I may be too busy, too tired or too lazy to blog often but fellow bloggers, I'm just here. I won't be leaving the blogging world anytime soon. Don't worry. I'll find time to keep in touch with you guys as well. Will visit your blogs and read what's on your mind soon... Right now though, I bid you adieu. It's time to eat my ice cream before it melts.(",)