Grabbed a piece of paper
Took my pen, ready to write
I stop to think of the words
But I came up blank
Finding it hard to put it the ideas all together
So many flowing in the mind
Yet the right way to say it I can't find
So I came up blank
What is this I'm feeling?
It's in the tip of my tongue
Ah yes, now I know
Ladies and gentlemen, I've got a writer's block
Just a silly poem (is it a poem?) Lolz. Just trying to describe how I feel people. In other news, wasn't able to pass my articles for Campus Journ Award. Argh. It hurts. It's disappointing.It's damn right frustrating. I pray for a miracle.Dear God help. I hope Sister Kate can be persuaded for both mine and Belle's sakes.
Judgement has been passed and the verdict?
We passed!!!!!!!!! WE PASSED WITH FLYING COLORS!!!!
They said our thesis was complete, the presentation of findings and implications were very clear, we had a very rich review of related literature, our statement of the problem is very precise and most of all, we had a very interesting topic which makes our thesis - to quote our Dean - a good read. yay! It was so wonderful to hear these words: Congratulations. You may now file your application for graduation.
I'd like to thank you dear blogger friends of mine who so generously lent us a couple minutes of your time to answer our survey. Thank you all! We couldn't have done it without your help.
I also would like to thank my groupmates, Kitkath and Anerine: We did a great job ladies! Congrats! Celebrate and be merry because we are on our way to graduation! We truly are the PowerHouse.
I'd also like to thank our advisers of course for being there to help us with all our thesis needs and queries.
Thank you dear Dean of our College, Mrs. Ignacio for the heartwarming praises you gave to us. It meant a lot. Thank you beloved Chairperson of ours - though you made us sweat like crazy with all your curious quessies, thank you!
8:02:00 PM
As I write this post, i'm feeling very anxious... Very nervous. Today is our thesis defense`scheduled supposedly at 12nn. It was bad enough that today is judgement day,it's worse that our schedule has been moved to 3 or 3:30pm. I'm hoping we pass. I'm hoping we would hear the words "OK.You pass." Three words that would make my day. Until the time comes, I'm here, holding my breath...
Friday, February 17, 2006
I had a wonderful Valentine's Day.Though when I woke up on Feb.14, all I thought was this was just another ordinary day in my life. I had a boyfriend sure but unlike most couples, we didn't have any plans for the special day. We were busy with school work. He was busy looking for an OJT site and I was busy with our group documentary, PR etc. I couldn't play hookey from school - not unless I wanted to NOT REPORT on my Rizal class and deal with getting a grade of 50 for recitation, plus we had a thesis to tend to right after class.
So I was dateless? - No, not really. I had a date - with Kitkath at the DLSU Taft Library. It was for our thesis. And we weren't cheap! We had not one but five venues for our date: our school, the fx we took to get to La Salle,Kenny Rogers (I was hungry!), La Salle lobby (we didn't get to go in, acceptance of outsiders for library use was only til 4pm it wAas past 5) then the LRT. Kitkath was a fun date. I enjoyed her company and having her as a sort of date distracted me from being lonely because I was missing Alex. Sure, the roses, the bouquet of flowers, the heart shaped balloons, the brownies, the chocolates and the lovers we saw dating made me wish I was with my special someone as well but at least with Kath around, I didn't feel alone and lonely. Alex kept in touch with me through caring text messages and that added up to giving me the feeling that even though we were apart, he was thinking of me too.
Surprisingly, when I got home that night, I found Alex's car parked in front of our garage. I was so surprised and so happy.He came after all! He treated me to Jollibee (we originally planned to eat at Pizza Hut near my house but it was packed!) and we -or rather he ate like there's no tomorrow! He ordered 2pcs. chicken joy, 2 extra rice, a choco sundae ice cream and palabok! I ate Champ, large fries and choco sundae. Boy! Were we stuffed! It was a wonderful date we had. Sure there weren't any bouquet of roses, a box of chocolates or something like that waiting for me but who cares? The important thing is he was with me on the special day.
5:18:00 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
I haven't blogged as often as I used to. I haven't been bloghopping that much either anymore.Why? It's not because of the lack of things to write about. Heck no. It's because I've gotten hooked on playing Ragnarok.I know the game's been around for quite a long time now but it was only recently that I got hooked on playing it.At times I actually wonder am I too old to be playing such? My parents sure tell me so. Well - not really that I'm too old for the game but they have been giving me an earful about spending my days in front of the PC, playing the game. I know why many teens love playing it - it's fun and entertaining. But getting hooked on the game too much is a bad thing and I have put it in my mind to control my playing time. It's not a good habit to keep: Waking up in the morning thinking of playing Ragnarok, logging on the net as soon as you're done washing your face and brushing your teeth and stop playing only when you find out you no longer have any balance left on your net card or game time on your Ragnarok account. Then you realize 'I'm hungry - I haven't eaten anything since I woke up or Oh my gosh! It's already 10 in the evening! Whoa! And then you begin to think of the things you were supposed to do that day and realize you haven't done anything BUT play! I can't keep the addiction. I can't afford to do so... Unless of course I plan on not graduating this March. Yes... I'm only weeks away from graduation! Then it'll be off to the real world for me. *Sigh* You see? It's not healthy to be addicted to the game. Of course too much of anything is bad. It's like that song of the Spice Girls
"Too much of something is bad enough. But something's coming over me to make me wonder. Too much of nothing is just as tough..." I'm not saying I'm going to quit playing. I like the game. I just need to set my priorities straight and play only when I have the time to do so. There's so many things I have to do like start deciding where I want to work!

This is my RO Priestess character with Alex's RO Hunter. We both play.


My Acolyte Character with Baffomet at the background

3:07:00 PM