Wednesday, June 29, 2005
New school year. New set of subjects. New set of profs. Now I'm a senior.... How's school you ask? not good... I'm bored as hell in my theo class. I sweat like crazy in my Philosophy subject. Aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! Here's a mathematical equation for me and Philosophy:
Me+Philosophy=Dreadful
Me+Philosophy=Dreadful
And here I thought I'm a free man --- err... woman. I've surpassed Math, my weakest subject. What can I say? Numbers are just not my thing. I love words. Words I live and breathe... But now I have Contemporary Philosophy where my prof just loves giving out graded recitations matched with class card shuffling as a system for calling the person to recite. I dread the subject. I don't understand it so much and that's what frustrates me. But to pass, I must pass this subject. I must. I must. I must... Help!!!!!!
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Lately all I've ever done in our relationship is make mistakes. It's not deliberate... But that's what's happening. Sweet moments together are still there but so are my moments of sorrow, pain and regret. Regret. Not about Alex. But regret about what I've said and done. And for every mistake I've said my apologies and promises to change for the better... My ten thousand promises. Every word meant but before I can do something about one mistake, I make another. I don't know what's wrong with me... I'm just thankful he's still here with me despite my shortcomings. Though right now all I feel are anger and frustration at myself and at the way things are going between us. When I got him back, I promised myself I wouldn't hurt him in any way... That I'd make him happy by my side... I want to. I really do...
8:23:00 PM
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Off for a Parade
Reyna Judith - This Me
So as I promised, these two are a couple of my pictures from the Sta. Cruzan I joined in. It was a good experience to have.Good thing it didn't rain when we started the parade 'cos during the mass that night, it was raining real hard.
alex and me biking at CCP.
alex and me playing badminton at CCP
These two are pictures of Alex and me on our date at CCP. Don't we look soooo cute together? I just love my guy so so much.My cousin, Mark was with us that day and he was the one who took these pictures.He didn't want to join in so he was our photographer for the day.I loved our date at CCP cos it's something new for me and Alex. We spent that whole Saturday together. Our morning date: Biking and badminton - it was actually supposed to be boating but since there weren't many peeps at CCP that day, we just decided to go for the latter. After that, we went back at my house for brunch. Mom had cooked sotanghon and dinuguan that time so we were pretty full. For our afternoon date we went to Glorietta to watch House of Wax. I thought the movie was pretty awesome. So violent. And Chad Michael Murray was sooooooo cute. It was a great day. Great date.Great company.
And speaking of movies, I thought Star Wars' 3rd Episode was cool.Am really not big on sci-fi movies but Star Wars rocks.I saw it with Alex and his lil' sister at G4. His sis was so kind enough to treat us to the movie and Burger King for our movie snack.I've also seen Unleashed - don't like this at all but since my Alexander wanted to watch it, I did too.At least I have him for a movie date. That's more than enough consolation.And then just yesterday, Alex and I watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith at G4 again. Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie sizzled. One hot guy and one gorgeous woman put together.Cool.
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