i don't really have a lot to say. i'm still so bored and still so stressed out about having a summer class. just been bloghopping all day since i got home from escorting Anerine who went shopping after class. i edited some stuffs on my blog and decided to finally join those---whatchamacallit?---social networking communities. i am on friendster and myspace but i told myself before that those are the only two i'm ever gonna join. turns out, i wouldn't be able to hold on to my word after all. i got invites from my friends to join other social networking communities like hipstir and hi5 so out of boredom, i signed up. oh yeah, i finally got around to getting rid of the pop-up windows that always appear whenever i try to visit a site. thank you, google. i'm actually feeling kinda low lately. i don't know exactly what's bringing me down. maybe i'm just feeling so bum because i haven't gotten around to spending time with my highschool friends (waaahhh!!! i miss them.)and i've been kinda worried about Alex. He's been sick these past few days. I need to find or do something to really lift my spirits and fast. Otherwise, I might just become a walking/talking grouch everyday specially when I'm near Anerine whose been kinda perky lately. And I mean really, really perky. She's fast becoming obsessed with the color pink. It's kinda getting on my nerves... *Sigh* Go figure. I'm so moody lately. I don't know why.

argh! i'm beginning to hate summer school. To be specific my new class schedule. so yeah, i thought it's great to be going to school on a summer instead of bumming inside the house, being the couch potato that i am... but I just really want to say this: I HATE MY CLASS SCHEDULE! I'm such a whiner, I know. But at least i don't whine a lot. Only when I find something that really irks me. I am not a morning person, I admit that. I'm used to waking up late even when i sleep early so to have a class at 8 in the morning stresses me a lot. And when the thought that i'm only going to be in school for two hours makes me feel lazier to get up.
Oh yeah, i finally got myself braces---which is now giving me a hard time in eating. It's still so new to me. Maybe afer I get used to this, I can eat some of the foods I like to eat again. But right now, i'm going to just eat foods that need not be chewed so much. Read: soft foods. My friends have been making fun of me actually because now I take even longer to finish a meal. So to my friends who like teasing me, all I can say is this: Try having braces for a change and see how it feels to eat with these things on. And then I'll be the one teasing and making fun of you. *Harharhar*
You know, it's times like this that I feel like hating the world...or at least my life. That's why I'm glad I have Alex. He makes everything in my life a little more interesting.:D

Today is the 3rd time i've been going to class. Yes, I'm back at school already. Summer class. No regrets about going back. At least now, I have something to do with my time other than sit and warm the couch all day long. Plus, I've got my allowance back. Whoopee!

Last Wednesday I went to Alex's house. I met his mom. Seemed like a nice woman. I think she and Alex are pretty close. Had stayed 'til dinner time. I really wasn't going to at first but he asked me to. A couple of his friends were also there so I met them as well. I didn't really get to spend quality time with him. Had the PS2 and his friends for competition. But it's fine. Not much harm done. He did apologize for that so yeah, everything went okay. He was supposed to come here today actually. Unfortunately, plans got cancelled out at the last minute. Although it's a reasonable excuse, I still got compeletely disappointed. Can you blame me? I was really looking forward to today. I miss him so much already...
And speaking of disappointments, I got my grades for last semester. The good news is, I got high grades on the two subjects I was having a hard time on. The bad news is, I didn't make it to the honors list. And I blame PE and Computer for that. I know I deserve a higher grade than the one they gave me. I worked my ass off damn it! Idiotic professors. They ought to be fired. They're almost always absent and they hardly teach us anything during our class. Lazy bitches. Now I know what my friend, Anerine felt when she saw that she got her midterm grade which was a whopping 76. It hurts. A lot. Specially because I know I don't deserve the kind of grade they gave me and because I can't do anything about it anymore. Our adviser said she thinks they give fair grades. Fair?!!! How can that be fair? I studied hard, I got high scoring quizzes and I diligently attend their classes and yet I got screwed?! What the hell! What's worse is I know even if they're not telling me anything, I know my parental units are disappointed in me as well. Even Alex is.