The wings of fate have carried me off to my new home. Find me here.

My Christmas Wish List:

Books:
- Gossip Girl It had to be You

- For One More Day

- The Secret

Clothes
- Blue Emerald Stepford Cape from Una Creations


Accessories
- Cake Bracelet by Beadlady

I found another cute game in the Net that I like. Well I didn't really discover it by myself. My boyfriend's sis showed me the website and the game. It's called Sushi Go Round. Since I liked it, I thought I might share it with you guys if you still don't know about it. Click the link below. Who knows? You might also find some other game you'll like.

Sushi Go Round

Labels: online games

I thought she didn't approve of me for her son. But last Saturday, I was proven wrong. It's all thanks to her that I got her son back with me.

Tomorrow my Alexander starts training at a call center company. He'll be based at Shaw while I'm here at Makati. I said I will be supportive of him and I will. But now I'm just feeling scared because the employees he will be with are people who are mostly of the same age as us. I feel scared that he would meet someone better than I am and I know darn right that this is a fact - that there are others out there who are better than me. Alex said not to worry because he loves me. He said he will always be my Alex and no one else's but then again, he did say once that he doesn't know what he will do when he finds someone better than me...I can only hope and pray that he will be man enough to stand by me. I am doing all that I can do to make him feel that I truly love him. But the question still is that enough for him to stay? Can you tell how insecure I feel right now?

I watched Sex and The City just this morning before I left for work. It was the episode where Carrie and Aden were having relationship problems because of Carrie's recent cheating. You know... I sure could relate to that. And like her, I am truly sorry about hurting Alex before and determined to make things work out all right between us...

Change... It sometimes sucks you know. I'm a person not big on changes in my life. Although I try to be open minded about these things, pessimism sometimes still get the best of me. Oh fart. No matter how I rant anyway, he's still going to work tomorrow. All I can do now is take a deep breath and learn to go with the flow. Must stop worrying about the distant future. Must take things one day at a time. It'll be the only way to get through things, to cope with the changes that are happening in my life. It's the inevitable truth - we're growing up. Anyhow, I still am a romantic. I just have to show Alex how much I love him and how much I want him to stay in my life.

Change - I'm ready for you now!